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[25 Feb 2009|07:02pm] |
HATING ON MYSELF FIGHTING FUCK EVERYTHING WHATEVER!
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[22 Feb 2009|12:31am] |
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My feet crept across the kitchen floor, almost without me. I walked with soft, padded feet, my toes curling on the linoleum. I just wanted a glass of water, as it was 2 a.m. and I had been dreaming of coffee filters and lemon groves. I took my water and opened the screen door and stepped out onto the front porch. The air felt dewy and warm, and I watched the water condensate on my glass. I lit a cigarette and sat on the stoop and inspected the chipped paint that covered the house. The past few days had been a constant interruption and intrusion on my private habitat, and I couldn’t help but notice the strange looks I’ve been getting from my family and friends, a look of pure exasperation and eerie sentimentality that not only made me nervous, but also very irritable.
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| i miss the winter |
[09 Jul 2008|11:08pm] |
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today claire showed me an edible flower and we ate it yesterday, i went over to nevada's and we sat on his porch in the hot wind and i played the banjo he got and we listen to robert johnson and ate the peach pie my mom made and smoked pot
i got my nose peirced on that day, paloma and i got really stoned before we did it and we got it done by a crazy asian woman called mama in venice in a place called the gingerbread court? that day, on the board walk, i saw this beautiful punk black girl sitting on the sidewalk with her guitar which had a bad brains sticker on it, haha. and anyway, she was sitting and playing and singing something like "needles and pins" and this other guy in a wheelchair was sitting there literally enthralled by her and he didn't have any arms or legs and it was so genuine i just wanted to tell somebody....
i'm trying to think, i wanted to write so many things down, i don't even remember... that's so frustrating. well, i got my grandmother's camera fixed, and i am so happy about that. i also removed a lot of my music from my computer just because iwant to slim it down to the basics, it's late and i'm so tired but i don't want to go to bed i need to start reading more, since i did not go to summer school i tried to finish franny and zooey but i've got a good few more pages left, i have to keep reading!!
not having money is a real problem....
i had a great time at the party i threw for nevada's birthday. rock dove and nephews played in my back yard!!! amazing! and it was emma's band's first show which was cute, And i just want everyone to know i appreciate you coming and i love you all
i don't think anyone is going to read this, i don't really care
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[20 May 2008|08:58pm] |
my brain matter is cake batter
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[30 Apr 2008|07:51pm] |
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when i let my brain spill out, it collects readily at the bottom of some tin receptacle placed before me in yellow rooms feathers flying from the top of my head, from my tired follicles, and sometimes when i go walking i hang my heavy head, when i stand my blood pools at my feet almost too tired to weep, i shuffle down the street
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[27 Apr 2008|07:23pm] |
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coachella coachella! animal collective man man hot cheep nashunal and uhhh islands! And some other fun stuff hooray! nevada i'm glad i went with you i loooooove you
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[23 Apr 2008|10:11pm] |
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FUCK!!!!!! FUCK!
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[05 Apr 2008|01:06pm] |
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breaking
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| world, don't destroy me please |
[31 Mar 2008|12:19am] |
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what am i if not flawed and broken? i'm a human. i make mistakes and do things wrong, most things. i'm weary and closed. i'm new and warm but gone cold. the world is a battlefield, human. so wherever you go from now on over and over just lay down and repeat. i'd like to take you all in since i'm hollow inside but i don't think you'd like it in here, i know i don't. if we're all like this why can't we all stay warm and close? i just love you. maybe if i close my goddamn eyes i can break some more. with or without you. my light's off, i'm no longer gleaming. i'm no longer a glow, i'm just another fucking face you know.
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| you up and died on me |
[25 Mar 2008|10:21pm] |
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i've been having a nice few days, i need to stop saying sorry so much and stick up for myself i'm told, i'm too hard on myself whatever, nevermind...
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| shut the fuck up |
[24 Mar 2008|10:11pm] |
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i'm sorry i just...had to share this....

julia rothblatt: wait..... erik krasney: i know julia rothblatt: when erik krasney: 4th grade? julia rothblatt: cell phone pic? erik krasney: old digital erik krasney: maybe 6th grade actually erik krasney: the blue guy on the machine is my cousin julia rothblatt: shut the fuck up erik krasney: ahaha i know, right? julia rothblatt: i have no words right now erik krasney: he's cool too erik krasney: we're smoking next time i see him
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| don't tread on me |
[18 Mar 2008|06:20pm] |
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explosions in the sky last night--- unbelievable stevie is the best luke's home! yes! nephews thursday!! spring break has been pretty nice so far, i haven't been doing much except hanging out with nevada which is great, we got really stoned the other night and watched my (newly purchased edition) planet earth, and another night we watched horror movies.....(texas chainsaw massacre, an episode of goosebumps he had on tape) and we got a new baby since my dad smashed our other one with a hammer. a pipe. ah, nevada just left to go practice with ross and stevie. circle jerk? just kidding alright bye
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[07 Mar 2008|12:06am] |
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I'm not here, this isn't happening!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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